the day in the life of xtnastyx

It’s been a while since I’ve updated this thing; I’ve sort of been in a tizzy; or something of that effect. My time has gotten a bit out of hand lately. I’m off all of next week; time to make are; time do something that need to be done. I’m exhausted but I feel amazing.

It’s funny posting this; because it may be read by a stranger or two; some people I really font know on myspace; picked up on twitter; and glanced at by people that are my friends on facebook. The past week; through this weekend; has made me happier then I’ve been in quite sometime; I got to spend time with the person I wanted to spend time with the most. I’ve realized I’ve made pacts with friends; and even said I’d do security for a touring band at one point. I must digress that I’am not going on tour. I believe that when the time summer comes around; I’ll be making a move; but I ‘am sorry best friend; I can’t go that far away from home; someone told me they’d kill me if I did.

goodbye ole’ Augusta.

hello Columbia.

The past few days have been pretty awesome; I’am definitely excited to see where things go from where they are now. I’m at peace with a lot of things right now; still striving for bettering myself. I believe I still learn something new everyday. I’ve changed my mind on some things; and I ‘am genuinely excited.. Almost giddy like a school child. Which; is something entirely new to me; but I fucking love it.

and tomorrow will be too; and the next day.. as long as I have you <3

your slipping through my fingertips..

tonights going to be super long; which is good.
Fixing a logo; then doing some personal art; then
going back out again.

I hate this restless feeling; and i miss the hell out
of you babygirl.. more then you’ll know.

I need to get some reset; tonights going to last forever.

“I’ll just wait for your call
I promise, I promise and wholly lonely”

i’ve never been to the sea..lets plan a trip.

I can’t shake this.. fuck.. my heartaches for you.

“And so I woke up near the sea,

Sailing in my dreams”

“When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you… When I met you, I was afraid to kiss you… When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you… Now that I love you, I’m afraid to lose you.”

I don’t know how’d you take it if I put your name actually in this.. Tonight I want to tell you a lot.. a lot.. of things.. fuck this phobia I have [i'll explain it soon]

i can’t breathe with these words on my tongue..

So;  I’am doing alot of art.. I ‘am having to start over with some idea’s that I have started to bring to life.  Today I sketched out my idea that I ‘am going to lay down on some poster board for someone. This is a big step for me; and my art.. so it’ll be fun.  I messed around with some letters today; and they look better then what I had originally thought.

There’s a lot on my mind today; and I figure sprawling out in the floor and  drawing; blaring some sweet tunes will make the day go by ok.